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Wake Me Up When April Ends

(With all love and respect to Billie Joe.)

"As my memory rests but never forgets what I lost."

I almost forgot. I almost forgot to remember that April is an awful month. I was eight days into April before I remembered that April sucks. Or as Grace said, "Stupid April. And every other month too!" I was forced to remember when I found out that a friend's uncle died on the 7th, two years almost to the day that her father died. Then I remembered that it was April.

But even then I almost let it rest.

LittleJenBut today I saw this sweet picture I'd never seen before, along with some pictures from a wedding I'd never seen either. Right in the middle of one of the fun group shots, there she was, healthy and vibrant and smiling so bright.

Fuck.

Six years has gone so fast.

"Here comes the rain again,falling from the stars. Drenched in my pain again, becomming who we are."

Wake me up when April ends.

 

 

 

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